Am I cursed? (詛咒可能嗎?)

(中文在英文之後~~~)


In the past 10 years, I’ve become happier and calmer and it really takes a lot to put me in a bad mood. The healing circle is a group of people doing healing as a whole and it can also focus on one person if needed. The healing circle can reveal something unexpected underneath our subconscious that we don’t even aware of. On that very day I remembered everyone sharing their feelings, and I resonated with wordings. I said " Sometimes I just feel deeply sad for no reason. The harder I tried; the harder it gets. It could last days without reasons. If I know the reason, at least I know how and what to do. It's with me now, inexplicable sorrows running through my body and I felt so sad.”

Muscle test pointed out that my feeling was related to a certain pattern. The first thought that came into my head was something probably related to my trauma in childhood or in a past life. Guess what? It turned out to be "I am cursed in my early 30s, this lifetime”. I really can’t believe it and I asked myself “Is that even possible?” I am never mean to anyone or hurt somebody intentionally.

When I dropped into the story through the body sensation, I knew who he/she was and it’s hard for me to accept the fact. That person’s feelings were completely transferred into my body and I could felt that person’s rage, sorrow, heartbreak and despair. I could understand maybe he/she got mad or felt very discomfort, but cursed me? I refused to accept the fact; even I tried 3 times I still couldn’t get to know the whole story. If I had not discovered the curse this way, honestly deep down I didn’t even want to know it at all! Without the complete story, I can’t un-cruse it, but I believe there is a way out somewhere.

A few weeks after returning home, I was meditating in a high-frequency state of joy. Out of blue that curse came to my mind. I said to the universe " Curse, I’m not afraid of you and I know I can resolve it. Just bring it on!!!" All of sudden I felt extremely uncomfortable energy flowing through all over my body. My body was shaking and I almost vomited. I was not joking because I was in a high state of joy just a second ago. I felt his/her feeling again. I told him/her " It's totally okay, I can understand your feelings, your fear, and your anger. I know LOVE is more powerful than everything. I’m not angry nor blame you because I know you don't mean to curse or hurt me, but your feeling/thoughts are so strong, which caused the harm. Everything is going to be just fine. This shall pass!!!” Then I used all the methods I knew to dissolve discomfort and expelled the energy out of my body. It took me about 10 minutes. There is no word that can describe the whole process - fully understanding, forgiving and joyful. I still clearly feel and remember it. A few months passed, I no longer have any inexplicable sadness.

Whether you believe it or not, thoughts and intentions are very powerful. What you give and what you get in return by the Universe. In the past I didn’t believe any of this, however in the past few years I start to feel and see the energy, and to sense people’s thoughts and feelings. Now I knew it’s real. I remind myself all the time to connect with others with love and kindness.


這幾年心裡越來越平靜,也越來越少事能讓我有較大心情起伏。療癒圈是一個群體的療癒,但又能個人化,有時能帶出潛意識底下,連自己在意識層次上都無法感知的事。記得那天大家各自說出自己感覺,某些話與我起了共鳴,於是我說:「我越想快樂,就越無法快樂起來,一種莫名的哀傷貫穿身體。大部份我都能知道是什麼引起我的不快樂, 知道還好處理;但有時我真的不曉得原因,而且會持續數天,沒來由的…現在就是這種感覺……」我掉著眼淚……

肌肉測試指出我這感覺與某個障礙模式相關,腦袋第一想法是應該與小時候或某個前世的創傷相關吧?結果竟然是今世在我30幾歲的時候,「被人詛咒」了,當場感覺五雷轟頂,自問不與人結怨,是誰會想詛咒我?

隨著我進入那情境,知道是誰後,當下很難接受,然而對方的感受完整的移轉到我身上,我感受著對方的憤怒、傷心、心碎與難過。我可以理解對方的不舒服,但詛咒我不至於吧? 也因為下意識的不願意接受事實,我努力地嘗試3次進入故事情境,最終還是無法取得完整的故事。要不是無意間發現這詛咒,打從心裡,我還真不想知道!所以當下我無法「解除」這詛咒,但我相信,總是會有辦法的…

就在回家的幾個星期後的一次打坐中,我處於喜樂的高頻態狀,不知為何我想起了這件事,於是跟宇宙說:「詛咒你就衝著我來吧,我相信我能化解的,你就放馬過來!」瞬間那股極度不舒服的能量流遍全身。我全身顫抖、想吐;再度感受到對方的所有身體感受,我沒開玩笑,因為前一秒我才處於極度喜樂。我與他/她說:「沒關係,我能理解你的感受,你的恐懼與憤怒。我知道愛的力量大於一切,我不怪你,我也不生氣,因為我知道你並不是惡意想詛咒我,只是那意念太強大,對我造成的了傷害。一切都會沒事的,會過去的…」我用我知道的所有方法,試把那股能量從我身體分解、排出去。如今回想起來,我還能感受到用愛化解那恐懼與恨的奇妙感受,那是言語無法描述的過程 - 充分相互理解、寬恕和喜悅!幾過月過去了,我再也沒有那種莫名的悲傷與不快樂…

不論你相信也好,不相信也好,人的意念是非常有力量的,而你給出什麼,宇宙也會給還你什麼。以前的我壓根也不信這些,隨著自己的感應力慢慢增強,靈視、靈聽…等能力逐漸打開後 ,才開始相信這一切是真的。現在我會時時提醒自己帶著愛意與善意與人結緣…



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